I hope I haunt you too

There’s a quote I read and loved but can’t recall where it came from. It reads: “Intellectually I understand it. But I can’t seem to make peace with it.” A lot of this year has felt like that for me. I like to solve things. Fix them. Cross them out. But life doesn’t work like that. And answers don’t come in neatly defined boxes, if they even come at all.